Through the Wilderness

Thursday, November 25, 2010

my journey

At times the way is rough
And the darkness overwhelms

There must be some reason
for the crosses and the pain

The Lord is leading me
I know not where ...
... I continue to journey on.

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Just found this lovely hymn ...

Lead, kindly light, amid the encircling gloom,
Lead thou me on;
The night is dark, and I am far from home;
Lead thou me on;
Keep thou my feet; I do not ask to see
The distant scene: one step enough for me.

I was not ever thus, nor prayed that thou
Shouldst lead me on;
I loved to choose, and see my path; but now
Lead thou me on.
I loved the garish day, and, spite of fears,
Pride ruled my will: remember not past years.

So long thy power hath blest me, sure it still
Will lead me on,
O'er moor and fen, o'er crag and torrent, till
The night is gone,
And with the morn those angel faces smile,
Which I have loved long since, and lost a while.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CX8dt4mwUzI

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Friday, October 15, 2010



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Monday, August 18, 2008

a silent God

"Would that I had stronger Faith
Would that I remain ever close to You."

Padre spoke of you today
and how sometimes you are ...
a Silent God.
He spoke of our sufferings
and of us being chosen
to suffer with Christ
and that through your silence
you let us find ourselves in you.

I am not sure what my response will be
should Suffering come my way
and so, I pray ...
"that I have stronger Faith
and that I remain ever close to You."

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

It's been a while, Lord

Dear Lord,

It's been a while since I last posted here. Guess you are aware of what's been plaguing me for a good half a year and more now. Yes, my legs! That's right.

My knees are trashed (and they have gotten worse since I fell and landed on both knees) ; I have a spur on my right heel (from July 2007) and it is causing me pain whenever I walk (despite having had 3 injections); my left ankle and foot is bruised and swollen (after I missed a step and tripped yesterday). I feel like a cripple and I do get depressed at times , especially when I cannot do the things that I used to be able to do. A simple chore like bathing the doggies is now a HUGE challenge. I can no longer kneel to pray and this is something I miss a lot. I tried doing that using a cushion but found that my knees would become swollen after that - so these days I no longer kneel. sigh! sigh!

Sometimes I get quite depressed. At other times, I look at the cross and tell myself that my suffering is nothing compared to our Lord's. I must admit that to do the latter is not easy. I pray for grace to grow old gracefully; to never lose faith especially when I encounter pain and suffering.

Be near me, Lord, and hold me close
let me feel your arms surround me
and in the warmth of your presence
help me to 'let things be'.

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Friday, September 21, 2007

a comforting thought

'God is only a whisper away'

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

21st Sunday Ordinary Times

Book of Isaiah 66,18-21.

I come to gather nations of every language; they shall come and see my glory. I will set a sign among them; from them I will send fugitives to the nations: to Tarshish, Put and Lud, Mosoch, Tubal and Javan, to the distant coastlands that have never heard of my fame, or seen my glory; and they shall proclaim my glory among the nations. They shall bring all your brethren from all the nations as an offering to the LORD, on horses and in chariots, in carts, upon mules and dromedaries, to Jerusalem, my holy mountain, says the LORD, just as the Israelites bring their offering to the house of the LORD in clean vessels. Some of these I will take as priests and Levites, says the LORD.

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Sunday, May 06, 2007

a closer walk with you, Lord

The EIP Project to the Children's Home yesterday went very well. Thank you, Lord.

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